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The Month Who I am Write to me
Peru
The Month IntiWasi, the Center
What brings us to surrender
A death A separation A dysfunctional childhood The addiction The trauma A chaotic daily life
Self-guided
Which one am I in? My Philosophy The Exit Papers Letting Go The Crisis The Dark Night of the Soul
Given freely
The Songbook The Grinder The Videos
Built by hand

Carpentry

“Split a piece of wood; I am there. Lift up the stone, and you will find me there.” — Jesus, the Gospel of Thomas

“The work is done, the task is accomplished, and the people all say: we did it ourselves.”
Tao Te Ching · 17
Building together with Juan Ramon
With Juan Ramon.
My stairway to heaven.

How I left the matrix...

Having a real skill that went beyond the office helped me save enough money to exit. With the money I made remodeling two of my houses I was able to save enough money to spend three years in South America. I took my tools with me and paid my way through Costa Rica building.

BeforeHouse one, before the remodel
House one, before.
AfterHouse one, after the remodel
House one, after.
BeforeHouse two, before the remodel
House two, before.
AfterHouse two, after the remodel
House two, after.
BeforeHouse three, before the remodel
House three, before.
AfterHouse three, after the remodel
House three, after.
BeforeHouse four, before the remodel
House four, before.
AfterHouse four, after the remodel
House four, after.
The road

The camper van

I bought this camper van for $4,000. I put about $3,000 into it and made it a work of art. Before I went on my trip, I sold it for $14,000. These are things that you can do to get ready to go.

The camper van at the workshop by the river
The van.
The camper van, inside
Inside.
The thatched maloka, finished, seen from the garden path
Finished, November 2025.
Gracias

The maloka

Built with love to awaken and heal. Giving thanks to the Great Apu Intihuatana, the womb, the spirit, Pachamama, Gran Espiritu.

The table

The outdoor kitchen

Built outside, where the cooking belongs.

Outdoor kitchen build, one
The kitchen, one.
Outdoor kitchen build, two
The kitchen, two.
Outdoor kitchen build, three
The kitchen, three.
Outdoor kitchen build, four
The kitchen, four.
Gracias

Jose

Jose taught me to build. Everything on this page with a straight edge runs back to him.

The door

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My philosophy

There is nothing to add. No new course, framework, medication, philosophy. The work is removing: the filth in the body, the filth in the mind, the distractions. When mind and body integrate with the spirit, we remember who we are in our divine perfection. It is time to come home to our hearts and do what is right, without permission or outside validation. This is the work I do on myself every day. My hope is to share the remembering with you, so we wake up together with the sun in our eyes and joy in our hearts.

My Philosophy →

The free pages are the same practice: the songbook, the grinder, the foundations, the exit papers. No email wall on any of it.

Make something with your hands and give it away. You’ll see.